baby talk

i talked on the phone with jess last night. she was home alone and couldn't sleep. she's funny. she wants that baby out bad. i don't blame her even though i don't feel what she is feeling. it must be really uncomfortable carrying that thing around. but of course there are a lot more reasons why anybody would want her out already. today is her due date and she wasn't even dialated at all as of yesterday. so this morning she went to get induced. around 8 am she was already 3 cm dialated. i'm so excited to meet this little girl. she's going to be so adorably cute. i know it.

after talking to her though, i went to bed thinking what my life would be like if we were to have a kid. of course it wasn't the first time i thought about it but i thought about it again. each time i do i feel excited. because of course i want a little one running around. i want to play with them. i want to teach them. i want to go on family trips. i want to decorate their room. and dress them up. yes, all the fun stuff. but i know it can be stressful and a lot of work. nobody has to tell me that. that's why there's no way i am ready to have one anytime soon. we want to do things with our lives first before we dedicate it to a child. but i'm glad i know d would be a great dad when we have kids. he would love them unconditionally. take care of them. play with them. and never would he leave their side. (however, he thinks that if i were to go shopping with them, i would loose them somehow when i get excited about finding a cute shirt...he's crazy).

it may sound crazy and ridiculous to some, but having snoopy helped us see how much greater of a love one could have for their own child. he's not just a dog. he's a "little thing" who can't talk but has a big personality. well, maybe in 6 more years snoop will be a big brother hehe.