i’m trying so hard to find words to put together to express how I feel and it’s just too hard to even describe. the easiest thing for me to say is that i'm torn and broken hearted. so broken hearted that i walk around each day with this staggering pain in my chest. and when i'm all alone i stop to think about that pain in my chest and that feeling only gets stronger and becomes unbearable. i start to get weak and that's when the tears come rolling down because it gets too hard to not think about where that pain is coming from.
i never wanted to feel this pain but i had to let it happen. it's hard when you know it's the right thing to do. it's not easy when what you feel is right is what breaks your heart even more. and nobody else will completely understand where that feeling is coming from. they can only assume.
Oh sweetie, I'm so so sorry your heart is hurting so bad. Nothing anyone says can take the pain away but time does heal you and this too shall pass. Grieve, cry and live in that moment of pain. The only way to get through it is to walk through it. I love you and I'm proud of you for doing what you feel is right, even though it hurts like hell. Everything is going to be ok...I promise.
ReplyDeleteLove I'm sorry for whatever your going through. I will pray that things will work out for the best. I agree, sometime the pain you feel n the things your going through no one will ever understand. Stay strong and hang in there. I love you!!!
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